Saturday, September 10, 2005

guilt

i've discussed this with several people whose judgement and opinions i trust. with them i've come to the conclusion that these feelings we're having all boil down to guilt.

guilt for having left my former home for yankee country.
guilt that i care now but probably didn't before.
guilt that even though i care, i still do very little.

i've given some money to the red cross, and i bought a Walmart gift card to send to a friend to help her and her family. it doesn't feel like enough, but it's all i have to give for now.

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